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Saturday, August 13, 2005
4:21 AM

sighh.
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i know you all are pissed at me cause i've gone back on my words to the break-off-from-blogs thingy..
and btw, i can't stand this blog being NOT updated. ><
so sorry people..
ahyah. can DETEST me all u want from now on larh..
sighh.
first BIGBIGBIG apology to 109
this is VERY SERIOUS.
after getting the impression from some people.. yeah.
i'm sorry for making so much destraction, destructions,catastrophies,unsatisfactory,sadness,depressment,hatred,interruption,extra-ing and loads of upsetness..
i think i should reallyreallllly think before i say and do..
cause i do realise that some of my actions and words (even though i joke on this) people take it seriously to their hearts. even sacarsm and sadistic-ment.
i'm sorry.
yeah. i know i'm really wierd. x)) can't help it.
the misunderstanding between me and people in class is because
`i joke too much
`i am not serious (too much)
`i'm irresponsible (this is a serious fact. don't believe go ask my grp mates in IPW)
`i can't do a serious job out of things. (can ask luoning for more info x))
`I CANNOT focus when there are TEXT (i'm a picto- and active person)
`i couldn't stand NO-ENTHUNESS; causing me to be more irritating <- u may think this is an excuse. but. this is a fact .actual fact.
`and i couldn't stand our class bitching, gossiping, hating each other behinds people back.
so.. i'm going to do this wierd system bah.. don't know if the class find it stupid, lame, irrelevant or whatsoever.but. if u hate me. just like. write a note that says:
ruimin, i hate you. ..... dots. like this kinda short messages that u pass around.
and state the reason why and what and blahblahblah larh. and u must write ur name/ sign off.
okay. erm. i was thinking of trying out this system in the class because, i've heard of other classes which have this type of problem so if this writing short messages system actually make us realise why people dislike us and adaptability in the class we may become a more co-hesive class?
erm.. maybe i discuss this with the class commitee members and think about it first? then we can use the board on the leftside of the class for it.
okay. this WHOLE thing is ONLY a maybe. a SUGGESTION.
to improve as a class and work more cohesively, i think we should start like to tolerate and try-to-like each other?
note: this is not a force.
i can't FORCE people to like people whom they don't like right? -like doh: chorused from somepeople-
okay. i just want this system BECAUSE
i think through this method we MAY communicate more in a friendly way??
make 109 a better place to be in??
pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease
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-now i hate myself-
rUiMiNn~

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